Oh right. Now i remember why i ceased blogging here.
BECAUSE THE BLOODY IMAGE UPLOADER IS MAJOR FUCKED UP.
plus, the internet connection here is so messed up i dont even.
disconnects EVERY HALF MINUTE LITERALLY i swear!
i really don't mind really slow connections
but when it breaks off every few seconds...ASDFGHJKL;
SO NO KL POSTS YET FYL. PLEASE READ DIAMOND'S.
That said, i'm super glad to be home at last ♥
(Abrupt Change of Mood much?)
i've never been one to miss home very much..
it's true, i can emphatise with others' homesickness very well but i dont feel any longing for home in particular.
usually i just miss the lets-do-nothing-and-sleep-all-day feeling that being home coincidentally offers instead. the only time i was ever homesick was those couple months after i got into university. but then again, this could just be a very good case of Denial or perhaps the Process of Detachment. whatever, we shall analyse no longer.
but when i do get home, i'm just really glad because the best feelings are all here :)
the feeling of waking up after a 12-hours sleep to an empty house
quickly plugging the speakers to the laptop and blasting out
the feeling of not having to walk under the rain/sunshine/whatever just for a meal,
plus not having to pay for everything for myself teehee plus tons of yummy fresh fruits within reach! oranges, persimmons and kiwis omnomnom galore!
OH AND THE FEELING OF DRIVING YES DRIVING. major bliss.
the feeling of opening the fridge for the 64918th time just for the heck of it
nomming the most delicious, smooth warm taufoofah from the pasar malam ♥
and generous neighbours dropping by to leave some food/snack/pastries for us ♥
oh and it's been raining lately too. such a nice warm feeling ♪
it's rather contradicting, but the rainy weather makes me feel warm instead of the tradisional cold one tends to complain of in weather such as this. i love the cool breezy weather, because then, i can put on my uber comfy
if this isn't heaven i don't know what is.
though reading this, i feel like i'm such a difficult person to live with wtf.
i know i have posts like this everytime i'm home
but oh what the hell, being home never gets old. ただいま ♥