Saturday, December 11, 2010

to be free


Oh right. Now  i remember why i ceased blogging here.
BECAUSE THE BLOODY IMAGE UPLOADER IS MAJOR FUCKED UP.
plus, the internet connection here is so messed up i dont even.
disconnects EVERY HALF MINUTE LITERALLY i swear!
i really don't mind really slow connections because at least i still get to download
but when it breaks off every few seconds...ASDFGHJKL;
SO NO KL POSTS YET FYL. PLEASE READ DIAMOND'S.

That said, i'm super glad to be home at last
(Abrupt Change of Mood much?)

i've never been one to miss home very much..

it's true, i can emphatise with others' homesickness very well but i dont feel any longing for home  in particular. 

usually i just miss the lets-do-nothing-and-sleep-all-day feeling that being home coincidentally offers instead. the only time i was ever homesick was those couple months after i got into university. but then again, this could just be a very good case of Denial or perhaps the Process of Detachment. whatever, we shall analyse no longer.

but when i do get home,  i'm just really glad because the best feelings are all here :)

the feeling of waking up after a 12-hours sleep to an empty house
quickly plugging the speakers to the laptop and blasting out ARASHI music at an indecent possible-neighbour-distrupting volume while singing along with the cheesiest, loudest songs.

the feeling of not having to walk under the rain/sunshine/whatever just for a meal,
plus not having to pay for everything for myself teehee plus tons of yummy fresh fruits within reach! oranges, persimmons and kiwis omnomnom galore! 


OH AND THE FEELING OF DRIVING YES DRIVING. major bliss.

the feeling of opening the fridge for the 64918th time just for the heck of it while mom complains in the background. yeah i know, bad habit. can't help it!

nomming the most delicious, smooth warm taufoofah from the pasar malam
and generous neighbours dropping by to leave some food/snack/pastries for us ♥ 

oh and it's been raining lately too. such a nice warm feeling
it's rather contradicting, but the rainy weather makes me feel warm instead of the tradisional cold one tends to complain of in weather such as this.  i love the cool breezy weather, because then, i can put on my uber comfy albeit a little holey..YES HOLEY purple hoodie (oh you know  which) and sip on a warm cup of tea while rewatching my collection of Arashi tv shows.

if this isn't heaven i don't know what is.
though reading this, i feel like i'm such a difficult person to live with wtf.

i know i have posts like this everytime i'm home
but oh what the hell, being home never gets oldただいま

4 comments:

  1. woman i told you to use windows live writer its easier to organize pic oyoyo~ :D

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  2. yes ah yes ah but but i dont like changes :(

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  3. why no likes hahah! its choooo helpful desuyou~ i think i can blog faster and more frequent with it. hehe

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  4. i find comfort in familiarity :)
    ye la ye la i'll download it then grr.
    scared dont know how to use wtf >_<

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